Could I? I mean, i understand i CAN'T do this another day, i want to have a clear mind but i also feel like that isnt enough and if whatever else i am not putting into this, i won't be successful.
I was given the gift of abstinence. I say a "gift" because it came about because I was scared. I thought I was dying; literally. I thought I had serious liver damage. I mean, I drank for 30 years. So I stopped. But it turned out to be diverticulitis. Still serious, but not life threatening.
When I very first got clean I was 19 weeks pregnant and was getting clean for not only my pregnancy, but for many other reasons as well. I did very, very well for the first 6 months of my recovery....then I gave birth.
When I very first got clean I was 19 weeks pregnant and was getting clean for not only my pregnancy, but for many other reasons as well. I did very, very well for the first 6 months of my recovery....then I gave birth.
To me when my life is unmanageable. The bills are not paid, I'm surrounded in chaos and violence, be it verbal or physical. I'm a mess mentally, physically and spirituality.
To me when my life is unmanageable. The bills are not paid, I'm surrounded in chaos and violence, be it verbal or physical. I'm a mess mentally, physically and spirituality.
To me when my life is unmanageable. The bills are not paid, I'm surrounded in chaos and violence, be it verbal or physical. I'm a mess mentally, physically and spirituality.
