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The Return of the Unmanageability

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Unmanageability
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What does unmanageability mean to me?

Unmanageability to me means that there are multiple areas of my life that are out of balance and many others excessive and disturbing to my life and work.

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Drug and alcohol addiction

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The disease of addiction
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What is it like when I'm obsessed with something? Does my thinking follow a pattern? Describe.

When I am obsessed with something, I can't function normally. I can't listen to other people talking. I can't be productive. 

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Drug and alcohol addiction

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Topic: 
The disease of addiction
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Has my disease been active recently? In what way?

Yes. . . 

Yogiart's picture

Drug and alcohol addiction

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Topic: 
The disease of addiction
Question: 
What does "the disease of addiction" mean to me?
  • Thinking thoughts I do not want to think
  • Doing things I do not want to do that lead to self degradation and unhealthy and purposeless life.

weight gain...still

so here i am, 6 and half years clean and i am battling my weight...again. having once ballooned up to 314, then gotten down to 233, now, after injury and baumgartner type dive off the healthy food wagon i am at 299. i have to find my way again, out of the obsession of eating. it is "using" in a different sort of way- the drugs are gone but the need to fill a craving remains.

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